ThingS i WisH SomeOne TolD mE

So I have been running into a lot of personal and external obstacles.  So more serious than others and some not even worth a second thought. But either way just can’t shake them. So here are things I wish someone would have told.

• Be a man- To be loving and caring is great, but don’t forget to be a man first.
• Be a fighter- If it is worth it; then fight for it.
• Don’t forget to Love- You don’t have to choose between being a Love or a Fighter. There’s a time and place for both.
• Love will drive you crazy- you’ll find yourself acting out of character. Worrying about the smallest thing: DON’T
• Jealousy is a weak emotion- It will consume you if you let it.
• Find out what you enjoy- Allow it to make you rich.
• Money isn’t everything- But stash as much of it away as you can
• Never settle- If you’re not happy find a way to fix it. If it cannot be fix; move on.
• Don’t trust anyone/anything 100%- leave room for era; at the end of the day they are only human.
• Take the Good with the Bad- No one is perfect. Find their flaw and decide if you can live with it.
• Everyone is different- Treat them that way.
• Live your Life- It’s your life; live it how you see fit. Make your own decision and allow everyone else to make theirs.

Some of these you have to learn on your own. No one can really tell you. You have to experience them first hand. And if someone did would I have listened? *Shrug* Who Know’s

The Game Plan

So a lot has happened since the last time we’ve seen each other. I’m not at liberty to share it all and some is none of your business. But the rest you can have full access to. We’ll start at the bottom and work our way up. Not sure how far I’ll get or how much you’ll read but we’ll play it by ear.
I was injured the majority of 2010 and gained more weight that I care to admit. Nothing fits the way it should but not quite ready to buy new clothes. I planning on losing more weight that I gained so it would be pointless. Not sure if I want/need a personal trainer but the thought is there.
Really serious about going back to school; trying to work out some minor details. It’s just a matter of time. Ps. My job still suck. The pay is good but it’s all down hill from there.
There wasn’t much sex or even a love life for most of 2010. I went out on a couple of date met some new people made some friends. It’s was cool for what it was. I need sometime alone. Learned a lot so I guess the time was well spent.
I met someone. It started off well, real humble beginnings to be honest. Then I stumbled and almost lost it somewhere in the early stages. But I settled in; not where I want to be but getting close with every step. The family really likes her and she likes them: so far so good.

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I going to try and blog everyday or at least 3 or 4 times a week. Stay tune

not what I had in mind

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I HAD SOMETHING  TO SAY BUT IT SLIPS ME AT THE MOMENT…. GOIN TO BED. hopefully tomorrow is better.

Ps. gotta know when to sell.

A recap of the worst day of the week; Tuesday

So I receive a couple of phone calls I could have went without. I got called out on the way I’ve been acting and the things I’ve been doing the last couple of weeks. Work went the way it normally does which makes nothing better. My Ego showed its ugly face. Cold showers and working out is no longer taking the edge off…

 

Hold Her

I just want to hold her. Feel her heart beat against mine. Look into her eyes. Push her hair over her left ear. See her smile.

I just want to touch her. Hold her hand and lose track of time. Would pinch myself to see if it’s a dream, but that risk; I’m not willing to take. If only in a dream. I wish I never wake.

Not her everything, but what she questions the least and counts on the most. Not to good to be true, but close enough that you can’t tell the difference between it and I.

I just want to know her. Love her the way she want to be loved should be loved. That dream love that only seem to be real on movie screen.

First thought in the morning; last one at night. They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

I just want to hold her.

Get closer. Really get to know her.

tHE daTing stock market

Playing the stock market and dating isn’t that different. You use information you have gathered to make an educated guess. Then  you spend time and money hoping you were right and that your investment pays off. Some rely on a higher being, a sign, a gut feeling, or just plain luck. But at the end of the day they are looking for the same outcome; Happiness.

Along the way they’ll be ups and downs. People trying to buy you out, convince you to invest in another stock, that you investment isn’t worth the work, or try to get some information; better know as inside trading. Take all with a grain of salt. Avoid those who only have negative things to say.

No one can tell you how to handle your day-to-day transactions, but here’s my advice:

Just be a good manager of the resources…. Focus on needs not wants when making trades. Every deal that looks good, Isn’t.

Strange conversation

If I had to choose between talking to a stranger or talking to a good friend. I rather talk to a stranger
Friends think they know instead of listening. They make reference to your pass; not treating each situation like it’s own separate issue. When I talk to a stranger it feels like writing on a piece of paper for the first time. No past no future just that conversation. The freedom allows you to be truly honest

The Third Musketeer

 

W_H_Swagspeare

So while I was at work my friends ran across my mind. Just wondering what the future had in store for us. Then I read a Tweet that said, “You can often tell how far your life & career will go based on the 5 people you spend the most time with…” -Will Smith.  And I started to think. The effect they (my friends) have had on my life outweigh any influence I have on theirs.

 

This brought me to the conclusion. I’m the third musketeer. I’m Kanye to their Jay and Lebron. I have my own lane but just not at the pinnacle on

Jimmy Age

thing called life. Always play catch up to the elders. They may disagree or rub this blog in my face when the opportunity presents itself. The youngest and a lot more to learn.  The Third Musketeer; for now anyway *smile*

 

 

Barri _ B

 

Insurance Scam

The are both gold diggers

Only a caveman would do it

So I’m trying to buy a car. So like the mature adult I am. I’m shopping around. I’ve narrow it down to two cars. Not the cheapest of cars but I like what I like so it’s whatever. I did the  math; found out my monthly payments everything is looking good.

Then decide to check out insurance. With each quote reality sets in, and the fact that the world is a cruel place is more apparent. Geico is asking for Over $900 a month.esurance and progressive is asking for $800 and $700 respectively . I also hand one insurance Company give me a quote over a thousand dollars a month. I can’t remember their name at the moment.

They must think money grows on trees.

Fuck this. I’m taking the bus.

5 more to my collection

Just got back from the tattoo shop, and like always it was an adventure to say the least. The Dollar cab or should I say the $2 van was hotter that the devil’s balls. All the Windows were close no AC and it didn’t help that I had a Leather Jacket on.

So :20 mins later and 5 lbs lighter I get to my destination.  The shop is full. A photo shoot is going on and I’m just trying to stay out-of-the-way of on coming traffic; I didn’t do a good job. About an hour later I sit in the chair and tell D(my tattoo artist) what I want. He gives me a look takes a deep breath and walks away…

Long Story short 2hours  5tattoos and a lot of pain later I’m home  *Two FingerS*